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<blockquote data-quote="totoro" data-source="post: 269065" data-attributes="member: 3155"><p>I am so sorry you are in this space. </p><p></p><p>I have felt this way about myself in the past. I felt I would never change, I could never get better or be a better anything. </p><p>I knew I was going to end up dead. </p><p>I was just plain sickened by myself at times. </p><p></p><p>If any of you had been my parent you would likely be feeling the same. </p><p></p><p></p><p>Something changed as I got older. Not perfect, but a bit better and able to control my life and care about my life. </p><p></p><p>This feeling is such a huge fear of mine when I look at K. </p><p></p><p>I watched a special on Frontline the other night, I posted about it on the news forum, it was about severely Mentally Ill people. </p><p>It made me cry and feel panicky inside. What if, kept going through my mind. </p><p></p><p>I don't know much with such young ones. </p><p>But I have had feelings of hopelessness in regards to myself and my family. Luckily it has passed, but not without much heartache and time.</p><p></p><p>You obviously care so much or you would not have these feelings. Which is a curse at times. </p><p></p><p>Sending you many hugs tonight</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="totoro, post: 269065, member: 3155"] I am so sorry you are in this space. I have felt this way about myself in the past. I felt I would never change, I could never get better or be a better anything. I knew I was going to end up dead. I was just plain sickened by myself at times. If any of you had been my parent you would likely be feeling the same. Something changed as I got older. Not perfect, but a bit better and able to control my life and care about my life. This feeling is such a huge fear of mine when I look at K. I watched a special on Frontline the other night, I posted about it on the news forum, it was about severely Mentally Ill people. It made me cry and feel panicky inside. What if, kept going through my mind. I don't know much with such young ones. But I have had feelings of hopelessness in regards to myself and my family. Luckily it has passed, but not without much heartache and time. You obviously care so much or you would not have these feelings. Which is a curse at times. Sending you many hugs tonight [/QUOTE]
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