This is the bane of my fear. And for every hour I do well, this gnawing fear creeps up on me. It could be listed in the newspaper under court hearings. They do them every day. I would be so limited as to where I could go because X's bus is where I do my chores. I would be so hang dog that I'd have to move. I already told hub I'm outta here if I lose. If I don't get out of town if I lose, I may as well take up perm. residence at our p-hospital because I'm not going to be able to show my face. Someimtes I'm fine. Sometimes I get so full of despair I don't know if I can even show up. It's really just her word against mine and she's such a good liar. Anyone have a spare bedroom???? (kidding...i wouldn't put any of you nice people through this).