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<blockquote data-quote="flutterby" data-source="post: 274402" data-attributes="member: 7083"><p>First, I'm sorry I haven't been responding much to others' posts. I'm in such a funk.</p><p></p><p>I know easy child is being a PITA, but I don't know why this time it's different. He's been a PITA before. He does have way more attitude, but he's had attitude before. I just feel like when I talk to him anymore, that I'm talking to a different person. </p><p></p><p>Is it because I know he's growing up and moving on and I'm dealing by becoming angry? I do tend to get angry rather than hurt - my coping mechanism.</p><p></p><p>I'm still sleeping a horrendous amount, although better than last week - or the week before, can't remember. And I've actually had a bit of energy for the first time in...I don't know how long.</p><p></p><p>But, all I want to do is cry. When I'm not crying - which is most of the time because I don't like to cry - I feel sick. I have no appetite. I don't want to do anything, but I have been making myself get out of the house a little bit.</p><p></p><p>And I've started a period. <em>I don't have periods.</em> I take medication so I don't have periods (because of endometriosis). I've been on this medication for over 4 years. WTH is up with that?</p><p></p><p>I've been clenching my teeth so much the last few months that all of my teeth are cold sensitive, I get shooting pains in my jaw and into my ear, and the muscles along my jaw quiver and twitch. I can't afford a bite plane. And all of my old tricks to stop from clenching aren't working.</p><p></p><p>I'm rambling. I just feel lost.</p><p></p><p>So, like any other woman who needs a change, I'm thinking about getting my hair cut. It's long enough that I could donate it. And, yes I know, as difficult child would say...that was random. I'm just so scattered.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="flutterby, post: 274402, member: 7083"] First, I'm sorry I haven't been responding much to others' posts. I'm in such a funk. I know easy child is being a PITA, but I don't know why this time it's different. He's been a PITA before. He does have way more attitude, but he's had attitude before. I just feel like when I talk to him anymore, that I'm talking to a different person. Is it because I know he's growing up and moving on and I'm dealing by becoming angry? I do tend to get angry rather than hurt - my coping mechanism. I'm still sleeping a horrendous amount, although better than last week - or the week before, can't remember. And I've actually had a bit of energy for the first time in...I don't know how long. But, all I want to do is cry. When I'm not crying - which is most of the time because I don't like to cry - I feel sick. I have no appetite. I don't want to do anything, but I have been making myself get out of the house a little bit. And I've started a period. [I]I don't have periods.[/I] I take medication so I don't have periods (because of endometriosis). I've been on this medication for over 4 years. WTH is up with that? I've been clenching my teeth so much the last few months that all of my teeth are cold sensitive, I get shooting pains in my jaw and into my ear, and the muscles along my jaw quiver and twitch. I can't afford a bite plane. And all of my old tricks to stop from clenching aren't working. I'm rambling. I just feel lost. So, like any other woman who needs a change, I'm thinking about getting my hair cut. It's long enough that I could donate it. And, yes I know, as difficult child would say...that was random. I'm just so scattered. [/QUOTE]
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