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<blockquote data-quote="WiseChoices" data-source="post: 756845" data-attributes="member: 24254"><p>JayPee,</p><p>Thank you so very much for that. Yes!!! I am in my sickness, absolutely! I am not functioning. I am still in my nightgown. I can't eat or sleep. I have anxiety to the max, adrenaline rushing through me. Only good thing is I have lost 3 pounds from it. I have to find the strength to get up and take care of myself. It will make me feel better. I sobbed for over an hour last night in a way that I have not cried in I don't know how long. </p><p></p><p>You are right that indecision and second guessing are all part of my disease. And that is what I am doing. I am wanting to take on blame and guilt and fault so I can "fix" it . I am a big fixer. Let's return everything to how it was and not rock the boat. Because I am afraid of abandonment. And when I do that , I abandon myself.</p><p></p><p>Your post made me feel hope and strength.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="WiseChoices, post: 756845, member: 24254"] JayPee, Thank you so very much for that. Yes!!! I am in my sickness, absolutely! I am not functioning. I am still in my nightgown. I can't eat or sleep. I have anxiety to the max, adrenaline rushing through me. Only good thing is I have lost 3 pounds from it. I have to find the strength to get up and take care of myself. It will make me feel better. I sobbed for over an hour last night in a way that I have not cried in I don't know how long. You are right that indecision and second guessing are all part of my disease. And that is what I am doing. I am wanting to take on blame and guilt and fault so I can "fix" it . I am a big fixer. Let's return everything to how it was and not rock the boat. Because I am afraid of abandonment. And when I do that , I abandon myself. Your post made me feel hope and strength. [/QUOTE]
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