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When your past as a child, follows you as a mother, as a person.
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<blockquote data-quote="Copabanana" data-source="post: 669813" data-attributes="member: 18958"><p>Except I was never this way before. I may have been afraid *but not really, but I did it, regardless of the consequences.</p><p></p><p>Maybe, I will grant you this: I am more vulnerable than ever before in this sense: I am less defended; I know how much can go wrong;and how much I have to lose, if I risk.</p><p></p><p>Maybe all of the other times: I felt, if you aint got nothing, you've got something to lose. And now I know I do.</p><p></p><p>And I think being older, there comes more caution. Your bones and joints hurt. Your heart hurts. I will think about it.</p><p></p><p>M and I have so much fun when we travel. Not funny ha ha fun, but meeting people, fun. We seem to move through life (when we are out) at the same pace, in the same way. He is always stunned by how much people remember us. And wonders why, why we make such an impression.</p><p></p><p>I think you are like this with D H, too. I certain orientation towards life, interest in people, enthusiasm. That makes people feel good. And an interest in each other and being together. Feeling alive with the other. </p><p></p><p>There is not much of that happening lately in our house.</p><p></p><p>M says if I restricted the computer to 2 hours a day he would feel good. He thinks his rival is the computer. </p><p></p><p>He cannot conceive it could be something good. And to confess all the stupid buying is not. So, I will cut out the buying.</p><p></p><p>I am not mad at him anymore. </p><p></p><p>COPA</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Copabanana, post: 669813, member: 18958"] Except I was never this way before. I may have been afraid *but not really, but I did it, regardless of the consequences. Maybe, I will grant you this: I am more vulnerable than ever before in this sense: I am less defended; I know how much can go wrong;and how much I have to lose, if I risk. Maybe all of the other times: I felt, if you aint got nothing, you've got something to lose. And now I know I do. And I think being older, there comes more caution. Your bones and joints hurt. Your heart hurts. I will think about it. M and I have so much fun when we travel. Not funny ha ha fun, but meeting people, fun. We seem to move through life (when we are out) at the same pace, in the same way. He is always stunned by how much people remember us. And wonders why, why we make such an impression. I think you are like this with D H, too. I certain orientation towards life, interest in people, enthusiasm. That makes people feel good. And an interest in each other and being together. Feeling alive with the other. There is not much of that happening lately in our house. M says if I restricted the computer to 2 hours a day he would feel good. He thinks his rival is the computer. He cannot conceive it could be something good. And to confess all the stupid buying is not. So, I will cut out the buying. I am not mad at him anymore. COPA [/QUOTE]
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