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Work and Germany; Benedictines and Buddhists: Attitude
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<blockquote data-quote="Copabanana" data-source="post: 673653" data-attributes="member: 18958"><p>As I reflect on my post above I realize that what I feel is stood up.</p><p></p><p>I have gotten over the shame of it. That something is wrong with me. That I caused it. Did something wrong. Let something show. The ruminating you go through about just what is it about you that caused him to leave, to back out. I must have done <em>something</em>. What I call the out damn spot feeling.</p><p></p><p>Now I am just pissed. How dare you stand me up. How daaaare you. Back to you. I'll stand you up.</p><p></p><p>Except I cannot.</p><p></p><p>How does one love without attachment, that is the question. I do not know. I have never known how.</p><p></p><p>I have gratitude. I have love. I do not have peace. I cannot let it be. I do not know how.</p><p></p><p>COPA</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Copabanana, post: 673653, member: 18958"] As I reflect on my post above I realize that what I feel is stood up. I have gotten over the shame of it. That something is wrong with me. That I caused it. Did something wrong. Let something show. The ruminating you go through about just what is it about you that caused him to leave, to back out. I must have done [I]something[/I]. What I call the out damn spot feeling. Now I am just pissed. How dare you stand me up. How daaaare you. Back to you. I'll stand you up. Except I cannot. How does one love without attachment, that is the question. I do not know. I have never known how. I have gratitude. I have love. I do not have peace. I cannot let it be. I do not know how. COPA [/QUOTE]
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