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<blockquote data-quote="dreamer" data-source="post: 174109" data-attributes="member: 1697"><p>LOL, well hypomania is my 24-7 365 state of mine and has been all my life, so I am used to it. mostly. LOL. Some days I do betetr at keeping it not so obvious to others.....it tends to get away from me when a lot is going on....and when more is going on, I depend on it, lean on it and try to use it more..for ideas, for energy etc. it is not a temporaty state for me, it seldom cycles, it simply just always is......Years ago docs tried to fight it away, but that left me feeling very very strange, odd, empty, vacant. </p><p></p><p>Sometimes when I post I post simply to put it all somewhere in print so I can SEE it all and then I put all the peices together like a jigsaw puzzle. Plus putting the thoughts out there gets themm out of my head to make it less crowded. and once it is out of my head, then I can ignore that thought cuz I can let go of it cuz then if I decide I NEED it back, I can simply go get it, LOL. </p><p>Nah, I never ever ever slept much..3 hours or so most nites all my life...but I hate waking up with a jolt. I do wake veryoriented etc...and come wide awake right away, but....bleah, I did NOT like how I owke yesterday and today at all, LOL. the adrenalin was going so strong before I was even out of bed. But yes, I am tired becuz since July began the demands on my energy and time etc have been so nonstop and extreme. </p><p>LOL, maybe the news gives me a diversion away from what is going on here. I think it reminds me things can always be worse. and it makes me feel for other people, and then I stop feeling so sorry for myself. </p><p></p><p>I dunno, maybe me saying it all might in some way help someone else maybe? help them understand their manic difficult children or something? </p><p></p><p>AFter I posted and saw what I had going, I WAS then able to get in gear here. I got a LOT done today. <img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite1" alt=":)" title="Smile :)" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":)" /> Now I am gonna take a bath with a magazine or book and cool off again.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="dreamer, post: 174109, member: 1697"] LOL, well hypomania is my 24-7 365 state of mine and has been all my life, so I am used to it. mostly. LOL. Some days I do betetr at keeping it not so obvious to others.....it tends to get away from me when a lot is going on....and when more is going on, I depend on it, lean on it and try to use it more..for ideas, for energy etc. it is not a temporaty state for me, it seldom cycles, it simply just always is......Years ago docs tried to fight it away, but that left me feeling very very strange, odd, empty, vacant. Sometimes when I post I post simply to put it all somewhere in print so I can SEE it all and then I put all the peices together like a jigsaw puzzle. Plus putting the thoughts out there gets themm out of my head to make it less crowded. and once it is out of my head, then I can ignore that thought cuz I can let go of it cuz then if I decide I NEED it back, I can simply go get it, LOL. Nah, I never ever ever slept much..3 hours or so most nites all my life...but I hate waking up with a jolt. I do wake veryoriented etc...and come wide awake right away, but....bleah, I did NOT like how I owke yesterday and today at all, LOL. the adrenalin was going so strong before I was even out of bed. But yes, I am tired becuz since July began the demands on my energy and time etc have been so nonstop and extreme. LOL, maybe the news gives me a diversion away from what is going on here. I think it reminds me things can always be worse. and it makes me feel for other people, and then I stop feeling so sorry for myself. I dunno, maybe me saying it all might in some way help someone else maybe? help them understand their manic difficult children or something? AFter I posted and saw what I had going, I WAS then able to get in gear here. I got a LOT done today. :-) Now I am gonna take a bath with a magazine or book and cool off again. [/QUOTE]
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