TiredSoul
Warrior Mom since 2007
I am so tired. I am numb. My life feels like it has been flipped upside down and shaken all about... my body hurts - it feels like I have been in an auto accident. I feel trauma - all because we returned difficult child's video game rental and would not get him another one! WHAT?! Wait... yep, you heard that right. WTH!
Seriously I don't know how one 8 year old difficult child can have that much effect on me and our family but it truly sucks. Right now I don't care how much collaborative problem solving you apply - he is just plain unreasonable. Counseling is not going to fix it. I don't think stimulants for ADHD are going to fit it. I doubt boot camp could fix it. I am so sick of living like this. I feel like psychiatrist and therapist are a total waste of time. I feel like I am at the end of my rope (again). But the sun will come up tomorrow, it will be a new day, I will have hope once again, and then this will all happen again, and then again the next day, and the next. How on earth will I find the strength to deal? I guess I am having a helluva pitty party. Sheesh.
I can't even imagine how difficult child much feel after one of these blow ups and total family destruction episodes. Usually the next day is like it never happened (for him). At least it seems that way.
God I'm tired. (Thanks for letting me vent!)
Seriously I don't know how one 8 year old difficult child can have that much effect on me and our family but it truly sucks. Right now I don't care how much collaborative problem solving you apply - he is just plain unreasonable. Counseling is not going to fix it. I don't think stimulants for ADHD are going to fit it. I doubt boot camp could fix it. I am so sick of living like this. I feel like psychiatrist and therapist are a total waste of time. I feel like I am at the end of my rope (again). But the sun will come up tomorrow, it will be a new day, I will have hope once again, and then this will all happen again, and then again the next day, and the next. How on earth will I find the strength to deal? I guess I am having a helluva pitty party. Sheesh.
I can't even imagine how difficult child much feel after one of these blow ups and total family destruction episodes. Usually the next day is like it never happened (for him). At least it seems that way.
God I'm tired. (Thanks for letting me vent!)