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39 year old difficult child
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<blockquote data-quote="overwhelmed since76" data-source="post: 635056" data-attributes="member: 18290"><p>Since I am new to this forum, I'm not sure if I completely understand the process of posting. I've been reading everyone's posts everyday and many of them have touched my heart and given me strength. I don't post responses becsuse I feel so weak and broken that I don't think I am in a position to give advice. </p><p>Since my difficult child has self destructed, I've been trying to supply minimal support...take him to the store, errands, etc. MWM...his case mfr did apply for disability for him. </p><p>So I'm trying to go about my life as best as possible, waiting to see .......what? I don't even have a clue. Sometimes I will be going sbout my business doing something I enjoy and something will remind me of him and his issues...and then I get this sickening heavy feeling in my heart and a pang of sadness....also in the mornings when I wake up, it's like a ton of bricks hits me as soon as I open my eyes. It would probsbly be easier if he wasn't such a gentle natured kind person......but that doesn't change the fact that you can never get the truth out of him. He would rather me find out things online or in the newspaper than him tell me. Like last week, I read online on the district justice's website that he got a dui back in july. Found this out 5 minutes after talking to him on the phone and him assuring me he did not getvone.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="overwhelmed since76, post: 635056, member: 18290"] Since I am new to this forum, I'm not sure if I completely understand the process of posting. I've been reading everyone's posts everyday and many of them have touched my heart and given me strength. I don't post responses becsuse I feel so weak and broken that I don't think I am in a position to give advice. Since my difficult child has self destructed, I've been trying to supply minimal support...take him to the store, errands, etc. MWM...his case mfr did apply for disability for him. So I'm trying to go about my life as best as possible, waiting to see .......what? I don't even have a clue. Sometimes I will be going sbout my business doing something I enjoy and something will remind me of him and his issues...and then I get this sickening heavy feeling in my heart and a pang of sadness....also in the mornings when I wake up, it's like a ton of bricks hits me as soon as I open my eyes. It would probsbly be easier if he wasn't such a gentle natured kind person......but that doesn't change the fact that you can never get the truth out of him. He would rather me find out things online or in the newspaper than him tell me. Like last week, I read online on the district justice's website that he got a dui back in july. Found this out 5 minutes after talking to him on the phone and him assuring me he did not getvone. [/QUOTE]
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