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Weary for Hope
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I haven't been on here for a while, but needed to share this with someone.
I got back from 2 days away, celebrating my 40th birthday (which on that day my son made me cry - one thing he said was - "I could care less that it's your birthday"). I had a wonderful time away and we really needed the break from our difficult child.
This afternoon I began opening an envelope I found with-my name on it and found little handwritten gift certificates my son had made (for example: this is good for 1 free empty dishwasher). When he saw me opening up the envelope, he tore it out of my hand and ripped it up, yelling, "I take this back! You don't deserve this!" and he went into a huge rage where he threatened my husband 2 times with baseball bats (the first time with a metal bat that could have killed him). They had a stand off which lasted quite a while.
So quickly was my happiness dissipated by this mean child. Happy Mother's Day? You gotta be kidding! (my easy child is my dog and she's a total sweetheart).
On a positive note however, things are finally rolling. He has his first ever psychiatric testing being done a week from Monday (school is providing full evaluations because of an incident that happened at school - we tried to get help from school in the fall and got rejected). Plus we received forms to fill out from the school psychologist. Thank God! It's just been going on so long - we are so ready and desperately needing help.
A week ago Thursday he went into one of his rages (and I was alone with him - scary) and he had some strange behaviors. He picked up air saying it was my cell phone and thought that I had cussed at him, when I did not! (about the cell phone, I couldn't find it and he said, duh, it's obvious where it is, RIGHT behind you...he kept saying that..then, it's on the microwave). He has a lot of anger inside and is really hard to live with. Makes me feel worthless as a mom.
Thanks for listening.
Me and husband, 40 (daughter - a dog, age 11 )
Son, 10 1/2, 5th grade
adopted age 3 (no other kids yet - haven't been able to have them)
I'm sure he has ODD and probably CD
not sure what else, but huge rage and can't handle his emotions (yes, I've read The Explosive Child)
I got back from 2 days away, celebrating my 40th birthday (which on that day my son made me cry - one thing he said was - "I could care less that it's your birthday"). I had a wonderful time away and we really needed the break from our difficult child.
This afternoon I began opening an envelope I found with-my name on it and found little handwritten gift certificates my son had made (for example: this is good for 1 free empty dishwasher). When he saw me opening up the envelope, he tore it out of my hand and ripped it up, yelling, "I take this back! You don't deserve this!" and he went into a huge rage where he threatened my husband 2 times with baseball bats (the first time with a metal bat that could have killed him). They had a stand off which lasted quite a while.
So quickly was my happiness dissipated by this mean child. Happy Mother's Day? You gotta be kidding! (my easy child is my dog and she's a total sweetheart).
On a positive note however, things are finally rolling. He has his first ever psychiatric testing being done a week from Monday (school is providing full evaluations because of an incident that happened at school - we tried to get help from school in the fall and got rejected). Plus we received forms to fill out from the school psychologist. Thank God! It's just been going on so long - we are so ready and desperately needing help.
A week ago Thursday he went into one of his rages (and I was alone with him - scary) and he had some strange behaviors. He picked up air saying it was my cell phone and thought that I had cussed at him, when I did not! (about the cell phone, I couldn't find it and he said, duh, it's obvious where it is, RIGHT behind you...he kept saying that..then, it's on the microwave). He has a lot of anger inside and is really hard to live with. Makes me feel worthless as a mom.
Thanks for listening.
Me and husband, 40 (daughter - a dog, age 11 )
Son, 10 1/2, 5th grade
adopted age 3 (no other kids yet - haven't been able to have them)
I'm sure he has ODD and probably CD
not sure what else, but huge rage and can't handle his emotions (yes, I've read The Explosive Child)