lol been riding, taking lessons as i had mentioned. first two weeks were really kinda easy....umm was on a great horse a horse they use for more advanced yet a horse that also responds with-o being pushed. today the trainer decided she wanted to see what i could really do lol not much! she put me on the more difficult horse they have there also the most advanced.... let me just say we walked almost the entire time half hour lesson as i kicked, begged, pleaded this horse to go into a trot for me. i even pulled him aside and had a talk...... difficult child watched and laughed we shared a lesson today. get this difficult child trotted for the first time. me, all i could do was get this horse to walk lol it was funny, was a huge horse i mean huge.i got dizzy once i got up on him. at one point i was so out of breath i had to take a break. because all i did was kick him and try to make him move. it was exhausting. trainers like hmm your outta shape. yea really ya think so??? no kidding. had to share should of had difficult child videotape it, would of been good for a laugh for everyone! yet i'm going back next week and getting on that same horse i gotta try again!