I miss my hypomania! I haven't had a single episode in four years, thanks to Geodon, and I totally miss it. I'm not talking about the full blown manic episodes where I spend my rent and bill money on clothes and shoes, I meet total strangers off the internet, and I am one big huge raving ***** to anyone who looks at me wrong. I'm talking about the hypomania, where I am super talkative and in a great mood ALL the time. I miss listening to music and dancing around the living room, laughing and joking with my kids, staying up till the wee hours of the morning talking to all sorts of interesting/fun people on the internet, surviving on only a couple hours of sleep and going to work the next day with loads of energy, plus my super clean house. Is there anything wrong with me wanting another episode like that? Right now I have NO emotion. I am blah, dull, boring. I really want another manic episode like NOW! Thanks, Geodon, for doing your job TOO well.