With my psychiatrist. I am going to convince him to take me off the Geodon. Basically I have my mind made up and I'm doing it with or without his blessing. I simply can't take it anymore. So hopefully he agrees with me and doesn't give me too hard of a time. Like I said, I am going off it anyway regardless of what he says, but I really need his imput on how to do it safely. I am assuming I will probably have to go off it slowly. The eighteenth is my one week vacation. I plan on being completely off of it by then. That way the horrible withdrawals and lack of sleep, that I am pretty much 100% sure is gonna happen, will not happen while I'm working. Normally every year I get a whole week off for President's birthdays while the kids still have to go to school. Not this year. I am bummed. easy child gets the whole week off of school too. Normally he just gets Monday off but they changed it this year. And difficult child still has school Tuesday through Friday. She is going to freak when she finds out easy child and I will be home and she will have to go to school. Still don't know how I'm going to deal with that. I have a huge feeling she is going to pull the sick card. Ugh! So I usually look forward to this week in February all year cause I get to spend four glorious days at home by myself while the kids are in school. Not this year. But I will manage. Hopefully the withdrawals aren't too horrific. So wish me luck tomorrow. Hopefully psychiatrist doesn't give me any trouble about quitting.