I just sent a polite email to the administrater of the site my sister posts on. I asked if administrator would ban my ISP so that I could not read the board for my own sake. Said I had a family member there (no name) who upsets me by lying about me and said I would feel better banned...not having the option of slipping up and peeking to read Sisters headlines about me. I am hoping for the ban. I asked for a similar ban from Out of the Fog and they did it! I consider this like blocking myself from FB. Its so hard not to look if you can so I hope that this site will also ban me. Why do we feel compelled to look? Masochism? I dont believe what she writes is valid. Why look? At any rate, I sm banking on this request solving the problem, MY problem of sneaking looks at her untrue headlines about me. If I cant look, i wont care. That is how I am. Out of sight, out of mind.