I feel like such a horrible parent and person right now. TRex has had about 6 full blown rages (lasting hour or so) since we got back on July 4th. I haven't handled them well nor has my husband. She had 2 today. I did everything wrong... I engaged, yelled back, spanked and cried. All of which I know is the opposite of what I should do. I don't know what happened. I am so ashamed and feeling like a failure as a person. She was great on our trip to Ohio even though it was stressful (family stuff). So I know that she worked hard to keep it together...we were so proud. I know also that she is upset about our going on another trip without her next week (she is staying w grandparents). But my husband and I need the time together alone. With the trip and then the one coming up we were expecting some issues but it has been bad and is just so hard to deal with all the time. But I love her so much. I just get so disgusted with myself.