I just feel drained and empty. I got a medication increase on Monday, and even though it hasn't had time to take effect, I was actually feeling pretty good today. Then I saw therapist. Don't get me wrong, I really like her. But, every time I've gone we've talked about my health, or the kids, or what's going on in the moment. Today she wanted a full history. 36 years worth. We spent the entire session dredging up things I don't want to dredge up and just don't ever think about anymore. By the time I left, I had a horrible headache and was so tense I was shaking. I didn't even realize I was shaking until difficult child 2 commented on it. Then I felt like I wanted to cry. My eye has been twitching for about a week now. It's been off and on during the day, sometimes every couple of minutes. It's been going non-stop since the appointment. Stress, ya think? Sigh.................................................... I could really use a hug right now.