I put a deposit down on a cabin 75 minutes out of town here for next weekend. Instead of traveling the 300 plus miles one way trip to the family cook off, I'm taking the tweedles to a beautiful 3 bedroom cabin. One PCA has agreed to go along as a friend so we don't run into issues of overtime. I'm going to have my family back again under one roof. AND I'm going to have a "few" disturbed angry people on my tail. I expect I'll be receiving a few calls that I will refuse to pick up. At this point, I need kt & wm in the same place at the same time. There is too much grieving going on; the kids need to talk to one another & I need to talk to the kids together. Without all these professionals hanging over us. And if no one is going to take the initiative to get visits going between tweedles dee & dum I will. Someone pointed out the math ~ if there is one visit per month until kt & wm hit 18, that's only 41 visits. I've been pushing this for years as many of you know. The aftermath is ugly however now is the time we have to live through that aftermath & make something positive out of it or I fear for the tweedles interactions after they become adults. It's time for me to take charge again.....it's been too long & I have the county hanging over my head. I need to be left alone enough to make parenting decisions. Not therapeutic decisions, or medication decisions, but parenting decisions. Well, we'll see. By the end of the week I may be out of here & off to have some fun with kt & wm together or my butt may be in a sling. Care to place a bet?