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Christmas decorating. When do you start?
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<blockquote data-quote="Lil" data-source="post: 702834" data-attributes="member: 17309"><p>I actually haven't even considered a tree this year. I don't think I put one up last year...I don't even remember. Maybe I did. But with us being gone...Maybe I didn't. That's how memorable it was to me. But of course, we weren't home.</p><p></p><p>I've always wanted to do the whole house and have a Christmas open house. But right now our house is all torn up and there's no way. Besides...I don't want to. lol </p><p></p><p>The fact is, I'm so sad all the time these days. I miss my son. I don't know any other way to put it. Not the son I have now...though I do miss him...but I miss my little boy. I miss having someone love me and depend on me. I miss the <em>excitement</em> of Christmas and the fun of Thanksgiving - there's no excitement or fun anymore to the holidays. I miss...everything. I don't know why...I can't say I'm depressed. This isn't what I'd consider depression...though having never suffered from depression, maybe it is. I'm just so <strong><em>SAD</em></strong>. <img src="/community/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/cry.png" class="smilie" loading="lazy" alt=":cry:" title="cry :cry:" data-shortname=":cry:" /> And I shouldn't be. Fall has always been my favorite time of year. It's a time that makes me feel alive and vital and happy, I love the cool crisp, sunny days and changing leaves and frosty nights. As for my son, he's fine. He called today and has been staying with some girl he met in her dorm on a college campus the last week. He actually said he wished he could think of a way to attend school there. So...yeah. He's fine, the weather's beautiful, and I'm sad all the time anyway.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Lil, post: 702834, member: 17309"] I actually haven't even considered a tree this year. I don't think I put one up last year...I don't even remember. Maybe I did. But with us being gone...Maybe I didn't. That's how memorable it was to me. But of course, we weren't home. I've always wanted to do the whole house and have a Christmas open house. But right now our house is all torn up and there's no way. Besides...I don't want to. lol The fact is, I'm so sad all the time these days. I miss my son. I don't know any other way to put it. Not the son I have now...though I do miss him...but I miss my little boy. I miss having someone love me and depend on me. I miss the [I]excitement[/I] of Christmas and the fun of Thanksgiving - there's no excitement or fun anymore to the holidays. I miss...everything. I don't know why...I can't say I'm depressed. This isn't what I'd consider depression...though having never suffered from depression, maybe it is. I'm just so [B][I]SAD[/I][/B]. :cry: And I shouldn't be. Fall has always been my favorite time of year. It's a time that makes me feel alive and vital and happy, I love the cool crisp, sunny days and changing leaves and frosty nights. As for my son, he's fine. He called today and has been staying with some girl he met in her dorm on a college campus the last week. He actually said he wished he could think of a way to attend school there. So...yeah. He's fine, the weather's beautiful, and I'm sad all the time anyway. [/QUOTE]
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