Well, as some of you know I posted a few days ago that I recently found out that I am pregnant. It was not a planned thing it just happened. FF1 was surpised, but seemed ok with it... until recently that is. 2 nights ago he stopped sleeping in bed with me. The first night I thought oh maybe he was too hot or was having trouble sleeping or something. Well when he didn't sleep with me Monday night I confronted him yesterday morning about it. When I asked him why he didnt sleep in our bed he replied "I cant sleep in the same bed with THAT KID". At first I was confused at what he was talking about... Not until I made some connection with other things that he had said to me the evening before... Things like "I was looking at adoption site on the internet" and "I wont be around once April comes around"(which is when the baby is due) At this point I began to sob uncontrolable... Here I have this poor little baby starting to grow inside me and his/her own FATHER is rejecting them! Has anyone else gone through something like this? Needless to say after work yesterday I picked the kids up from daycare and we stayed the night with my parents. I just couldnt go through another evening being around FF1 right now, especially when school starts tommorrow. (technically today now)... Plus ALL the hormones have made me very weepy everytime I think about the comments he made to me. The only thing that has been good is that it forced me to tell my parents about the baby and all my fears of my Mom's reaction turned out better than expected.