Death, moving 5 houses, invesigation, job loss - life is depleting me

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I dind't mention you taking care of anyone -

I says I gettin you a watch ------a broken watch. This way you won't watch the time all the time and you will concentrate on the time that is given to you to have good times with and stop watching the hands on the clock go round and round and round and round and stop counting the minutes of your bad days......that drag you down and wear you out. Instead if you hadz a broken watch you'd be like - OH what time is it? ANd you would have to go? OH shoot I don't know...OH wait - I don't know ----OH I guess it's happy time for Steely....AGAIN. No sad time today - it's just happy time..lah lah lah....and you'd be like - OH okay - happy time AGAIN. No more sad time. But then you're head would be like - OH HEAY.......was not that a bad day we had the other day? An your broked up watch would go........"NOPE not on my watch....cuz I can't tell you what time that was cause with me it's all HAPPY TIME....YEAHHHH."

Thats what I said......Kinda....but like -----I said it poetically and junk.