psychiatrist said yesterday that we needed to admit difficult child back into psychiatric hospital again. He is on such a high dose of Geodon and he is mid-theraputic range on the depakote that we need to do something else to try and get him stabilized. He told me to take him last night, we spent almost 3 hours there last night but then they were unable to verify insurance last night, so we had to go back this morning. The nurse that was going through the admission paperwork is one that was there when difficult child was there before. She said he is way worse than he was before. He told her that he was seeing things that were really scarey. I am exhausted. I have a counseling appointment for me tonight though, I am very glad.