Sometimes I feel as if difficult child CAN control himself more that he lets on. When difficult child is with others (not family) they tell me about how well he acted. They say he talks non-stop - but he is fine otherwise. But when he is around family, especially when he is at home, he can be a total monster! I just don't understand. I think he hates me! Then, he will come and sit in my lap and watch tv with me or sit by me at the table and talk. I am screwed up!! GEEZ!!