is quite frightening to me. he told me he has been having anxiety attacks almost daily....He said it is awful. But what I read on his Myspace has me concerned. It reads: "I f*** everything up, I hate who I am, you probably will too, I skipped a grade, I'm convinced I'm going no where in life, I just want to live, I let people take advantage of me, I let people walk all over me, I tend to be a d***, I miss Russell, I'd do anything for him back, Talk to me." I am very adamant (sp?) about him getting those bad words off of there, and he will. It upsets him that I go to his Myspace. But I told him he either has me as a "friend" or I take the computer. What do you all think of that? As for Russell, he has experienced 9 deaths in 18 months. My parents, friends parents, car accidents, suicides, Overdoses. If I try to talk to him he gets angry that I was on his Myspace. I tried yesterday. He admits he feels he is going nowhere in life. Then he got mad and stopped talking.