Hi all, I'm not new, but for the life of me I can't remember my old log in. I'm gonna just jump right in: Difficult Child (9) had a great week last week. He was well behaved at school and home. He had a very productive therapy session, he was wonderful. Friday, he saw on the calendar when Mother's Day is and he got mad. We usually go to the beach on Mother's Day, so my girls were talking about that and he started yelling and screaming. He walks out the door to get on the bus and yells "I hate you!" At noon I was headed to the school (with treats for DDs class) when I get a call from the principal saying he was raging and during his rage he threatened to kill his teachers and me (specifically he said he was planning on killing me on Mother's Day). I pulled into the parking lot just as the police got there. It's school policy to call the police when a child threatens physical harm to staff. So now Difficult Child is suspended, he has a police file started (I don't know what happens, the officer said he writes a report and submits it, but he doesn't expect he would be prosecuted since none of the teachers wanted charges pressed). He came home and went on and on about how he's going to kill all of us. Finally got him calmed down so he could go to bed (DDs slept in a secure bedroom with the door locked because they were afraid of him). Today my husband and I tried to talk to him about everything and he just kept going on and on about how he hates me...he doesn't care about his family, he wants a new family. This is never going to improve. He will wind up in jail before he's 16 at the rate he's going. We make just enough money to not qualify for any assistance...so all of his medical bills are bankrupting us (literally). I'm never going to be abel to enjoy my life because until the day I die I will be trying to save my son. I just wish there was a list at the end of the tunnel...I don't know how much more I can take.