When easy child isn't here, I want him to be here. When he is here, I want him gone. The choices he is making are just so against everything I taught him. I can't make myself be ok with them. I know I don't have to like everything he does, but some things make me feel like I've been kicked in the stomach. He's become so arrogant and sometimes I can't stand to be around him. Then other times, he's the kid I knew. I don't know what to do. I just know I don't want to live like this.