but I'm "not abiding" by the team's idea that kt cannot be left home alone for an hour or two. The girl will be 16 this July. I have a much needed appointment to get the brakes on my car checked out - I've canceled that appointment 3 times now due to issues for kt. I finally got another appointment scheduled & I likely will not be home when kt gets home from school. I should be home within an hour of her arriving home. The team is "suggesting" that I run all over heck & back to pick her up early from school & take her with me. OR will my niece come over & take my car in? OR can I reschedule for a different time? I don't even know how this came up. Be that as it may, I'm doing none of the above ~ I have to start scheduling rehab now. I have to get things done & my body doesn't generally get moving (but a couple times a month) before 10:30 or so. Too much pain. I told the team that kt would have to have staff in place before she got here (hasn't happened) & if that wasn't the case I would have to continue to go for treatment & the other adult things that must be done. I don't know if I'm looking for answers or I just needed a place to vent as I haven't been able to get back to rehab. And after going on 10 years of all this I'm done. My life is now back to revolving around ktbug in a way that shouldn't be at this age. I'm resenting the heck out of this kid & the one across town that eats up my every living moment; remember the song "You Are Always on My Mind" ~ that's kt & wm. Thanks for listening.