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<blockquote data-quote="newstart" data-source="post: 722530" data-attributes="member: 22416"><p>When I have been on the receiving end of 'dupers delight' I fell as if I am face to face with the devil. I remember being so confused and in so much agony after being around my bipolar mother in law and sister in law. I went to Church and told my Priest that I think I was in company of the devil himself. I asked my Priest to do an exorcism by proxy because I think I just had a visit from the devil himself. I do not care if it is evil or ill the agony and pain is the same and something that feels that bad does not come from the Light or of God. If you ever see the face of 'dupers delight' you know you are staring the devil straight in the face. It can hurt the electrical system of your heart to the point you can feel faint.</p><p></p><p>Yesterday we went to the spa our daughter opened after stealing our money. My husband went to see it because she said she will pay us back by Nov 15th. We both felt like we needed to vomit after we got out of there. Opening a spa should be a joyfull time, filled with fun and family support but this is plain __it. </p><p></p><p>Today my husband and I have awful emotions. He is tried of my bickering. We both do not feel well, our daughter has managed to cause imense agony yet again.</p><p>And me with the intense feel of being on the receiving end of the never ending 'dupers delight'. This evil presence that keeps popping it's head up and making so much destruction and me being a damn idot and keep thinking that it will end, that she will not do this, that she is 35 and more mature but if I really examine myself closely and realize HER brain does not work like mine, she simply does not care or else she would not do such harmful things. In my Catholic teachings I have been taught to forgive 7 times 70 and keep loving the unlovable. I will always love her but I just can't stand what she does and I have to move forward and protect myself. Why do I go into shock when she does awful things, I know she is capable but why do I go into shock? Years ago I really thought she had changed. I saw the changes, I saw God light behind her eyes, she stayed on track, she paid her bills, she did good things, many good things for many people and then she gets in a toxic relationship and things get real bad like how they were when she was 25. I witnessed long stretches of time that she was actually good and kind. We traveled together, we did many fun things together.. If I just don't get to comfortable with the good times I will not set myself up to a preditor. I feel like she thinks, Well mom, you knew I was a snake, what do you expect? snakes bit and I will keep bitting you.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="newstart, post: 722530, member: 22416"] When I have been on the receiving end of 'dupers delight' I fell as if I am face to face with the devil. I remember being so confused and in so much agony after being around my bipolar mother in law and sister in law. I went to Church and told my Priest that I think I was in company of the devil himself. I asked my Priest to do an exorcism by proxy because I think I just had a visit from the devil himself. I do not care if it is evil or ill the agony and pain is the same and something that feels that bad does not come from the Light or of God. If you ever see the face of 'dupers delight' you know you are staring the devil straight in the face. It can hurt the electrical system of your heart to the point you can feel faint. Yesterday we went to the spa our daughter opened after stealing our money. My husband went to see it because she said she will pay us back by Nov 15th. We both felt like we needed to vomit after we got out of there. Opening a spa should be a joyfull time, filled with fun and family support but this is plain __it. Today my husband and I have awful emotions. He is tried of my bickering. We both do not feel well, our daughter has managed to cause imense agony yet again. And me with the intense feel of being on the receiving end of the never ending 'dupers delight'. This evil presence that keeps popping it's head up and making so much destruction and me being a damn idot and keep thinking that it will end, that she will not do this, that she is 35 and more mature but if I really examine myself closely and realize HER brain does not work like mine, she simply does not care or else she would not do such harmful things. In my Catholic teachings I have been taught to forgive 7 times 70 and keep loving the unlovable. I will always love her but I just can't stand what she does and I have to move forward and protect myself. Why do I go into shock when she does awful things, I know she is capable but why do I go into shock? Years ago I really thought she had changed. I saw the changes, I saw God light behind her eyes, she stayed on track, she paid her bills, she did good things, many good things for many people and then she gets in a toxic relationship and things get real bad like how they were when she was 25. I witnessed long stretches of time that she was actually good and kind. We traveled together, we did many fun things together.. If I just don't get to comfortable with the good times I will not set myself up to a preditor. I feel like she thinks, Well mom, you knew I was a snake, what do you expect? snakes bit and I will keep bitting you. [/QUOTE]
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