hi so nasty illegal easy child went riding today for the first time in 9 years!! it was soo exciting to see her break out of her shell that way jump up on that horse and ride. she was so excited about it, you could see it. she's like a little kid with me lately. you could see how she wanted to smile the entire time yet wouldn't give a full one. sheesh i think this was all for attention and now she's reverting back to younger. she came to me twice this week twice for advice!! can you believe? and calmly sat down discussed something with-me without freaking out on me. shocking. she's laughing, funny again, quick on her toes, doing projects in her room with her friend i let over. some really good junk's going on with her as of late. i think zoloft is doing the trick. may get bumpy again when therapy hits yet im just enjoying what's here now. we at at dinner tonight with-her friend here and just laughed about stuff for a while. so this is a happy report!!! onward and upward........ we'll see what the weekend brings since she's punished that may be rough.