Son had been doing well since last August. Made great strides, earned a car , works full time, part of family really adult I got. I don't know what happened, maybe didn't take medications, found needle. Not going there, his lips moved and I know they were lying. Maybe played too close to the flame, but he has the tools to fail big or survive. He has a girlfriend who won't put up with drugs, her family has been destroyed by them. He is moving into her home today. She insists on his medications, I found out his license expired, we all just did t know, I used the opportunity to tell him he can't drive until he fixes that. He goes to probation Thurs, hopefully they test him. Gave keys and his debit card to girl. We will not rescue him, will not enable him. Sad, but if he's gonna die again it's his choice, I won't live with the stress and effects of him like this with his brothers. Amazing what can change in a week. He is in control of him.