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<blockquote data-quote="Teriobe" data-source="post: 713564" data-attributes="member: 21321"><p>I can feel myself falling into depression. With son going back to prison 2x with an affectionless husband, with no one to talk to about my son, or asking how i am dealing with it, which they never asked before the first prison term 4yrs. I am soo angry and bitter. I hate everyone. I did couseling for 10plus yrs and medication. Then in 2015 i got fed up with the 80lb weight gain from medications that i started to wein off. Took a long time, but im finally off all medications 2 wks ago. I feel the same now as i did when on medications my life wasnt going the way i want. My sons drug use, prison husband affectionless. Its like i cant take it anymore. Ive been holding it together but cant anymore. The wrong person was in couseling all these years should be been my son with his drug use and husbands lack of everything. Husband buys me stuff instead when all i need is a hug but rejects me so i have stopped. Married 35yrs. The wrong person took medications too they shouldve. Of course i think nothing will change son will continue with drugs and in out prison and i will continue to be in affectionless marriage. Since 2013. I dont want to go to couseling or medications again. Its like banging my head on a wall. My granddaughter comes for month of july, but its sad cuz my sons missing it. But mad cuz he screwed it up. My friends list gets shorter because no one bothers to call me, i also initiate so i stopped. If i dont hear from them in 3 months i cross them off my list. Soo pissed my life sucks</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Teriobe, post: 713564, member: 21321"] I can feel myself falling into depression. With son going back to prison 2x with an affectionless husband, with no one to talk to about my son, or asking how i am dealing with it, which they never asked before the first prison term 4yrs. I am soo angry and bitter. I hate everyone. I did couseling for 10plus yrs and medication. Then in 2015 i got fed up with the 80lb weight gain from medications that i started to wein off. Took a long time, but im finally off all medications 2 wks ago. I feel the same now as i did when on medications my life wasnt going the way i want. My sons drug use, prison husband affectionless. Its like i cant take it anymore. Ive been holding it together but cant anymore. The wrong person was in couseling all these years should be been my son with his drug use and husbands lack of everything. Husband buys me stuff instead when all i need is a hug but rejects me so i have stopped. Married 35yrs. The wrong person took medications too they shouldve. Of course i think nothing will change son will continue with drugs and in out prison and i will continue to be in affectionless marriage. Since 2013. I dont want to go to couseling or medications again. Its like banging my head on a wall. My granddaughter comes for month of july, but its sad cuz my sons missing it. But mad cuz he screwed it up. My friends list gets shorter because no one bothers to call me, i also initiate so i stopped. If i dont hear from them in 3 months i cross them off my list. Soo pissed my life sucks [/QUOTE]
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