the worst of times. I love my family ~ they are some of the most supportive loving people in the world. We had a wonderful holiday weekend. AND I was harassed continually (in front of kt most times) about what I was going to do - when I was moving down to be closer to them. I was exhausted, beyond confused & in a great deal of pain from the trip & I had no immediate answers. There is much to do to move from one state to another; the services are my main concern. wm is another concern as I would be his only outside contact (I doubt husband would willingly visit, call or handle the wm end) & I'd be over 300 miles away. It'd be easier if I was healthier & could drive. I'm researching many things; my health has to be a great deal more stable however I need another adult in the house especially on the weekends kt doesn't have respite. Sorry about the whining. I'm blessed beyond belief to have my family. I'm blessed that my brother would drive over 700 miles to pick kt & I up to celebrate the holiday with our family. I'm blessed that my sister in law would drive us home in crummy weather. I miss their companionship already - just not the incessant questions that I have no answers to yet; that I haven't finished the research.