We finally got a meeting with the family therapist for this Thursday I am so glad, relieved, nervous, anxious, I don't think I missed any. Hopefully this will not only help difficult child with anger issues, us with better behavior management plan, but also husband to understand difficult child better and not just focus on the negative because I am emotionally, physically & mentally drained. I'm having headaches every day and we finally had our first public meltdown. I feel so special NOT it really bothered husband and I was really shocked that it didn't embarras me but I just picked him up took him outside and let him spin around on the sidewalk on his backside until husband came out then picked him up but i didn't think i was ever gonna get him in the carseat he is soooo strong. Where do they get all that strength from? It's not natural!