I have three children, two of which have problems. My 6yo daughter has Pervasive Developmental Disorder (PDD)-not otherwise specified, sensory processing disorder and seizures. My 11 yo son was just diagnosed this last Friday as being BiPolar (BP) and ADHD. Between dealing with my daughters meltdowns and seizures and then dealing with my son's rages and depression I am completely frazzled. I dont feel like I can be the mother I need to be because I feel so out of control. I just feel completely and totally alone. I wish I could better put into words what I am feeling right now but it just such chaos that I cant express it.