I don't even know how to describe it, but at least I am self aware enough to see it. I have gained about 16 pounds since Feb. I feel blah. I just returned from a week long relaxing vacation and I do not feel rejuvenated. I feel the same as before I went. Maybe even more frustrated with my boyfriend and my difficult child than before. Spending a full week with people when you are not at your best is probably not the best thing to do. Nobody argued much. I think we all just got on each other's nerves. Lots going on with boyfriend, his job is horribly stressful and his mom is not well. I threw in to him that I felt we were losing our connection this past week. Probably not the best timing, huh? In reality, it is him that has changed. I really think his stress level started in Feb when he came down with shingles and his mom was ill shortly after that. He also got this promotion (without the additional money he was promised) and he is just now, 5 months later, getting relieved of his previous position as well. He has been doing 2 jobs since Feb. Why do I let his mood bring me down? Yes, I worry about him. Is that normal? I think so. Anyway, I am just stumped as to how to get out of this funk I am feeling like I am in. WHAT CAN I DO???!!!