difficult child I is still in the detention shelter and he's as happy as a pig in poo! I am feeling guilty that I do not even want to call him and I am feeling such peace from having him not here. Meanwhile difficult child II is acting out 10 fold, he just went nuclear a few minutes ago and demanded I do something, when I refused he became obessed with telling me to do, and I of course remained non reactive and did NOT do it. But I was thinking when I call mobile these people are going to think I am a joke of a Mom who just wants to pass off her kids to someone else. Which is not the case, I know you guys understand that, but I am feeling guilty and frustrated.