in a really long time..... it's been months literally. I lost count. We slowly edged up to overnights with-dad again the past 4 weeks since home. I didn't want to slam her, even though she'd been begging.
also we all know how umm responsible he is! so here's hoping she's having a good one like MOM IS!!!!
last night i watched a movie ALONE with my candy! today i went took a drive alone, got starbucks ( do that everytime sh'es gone) again ALONE!
i even walked thru mall got a cheap pair of boots for 20 since puppy ate mine. for those of you who dont' function with-o alone time i dont' know how you do it. i've become so accustomed to being divorced and ex taking her every other weekend. it's like my oxygen seriously.....
just to not have her ontop of me and thinking every moment how to handle her, what's the plan of the day.
going to watch another movie alone, eat more candy
only down fall is another episode of swollen all over. yet i popped alot of motrin to get thru.
husband and i are heading into city tmrw. i'm excited to see Mary Poppins, and he's taking me to dinner. we'll be paying this off for the next year lol. Yet a little apprehensive we haven't spent the entire day together since our honeymoon, or even just a night. we'll wake up together spend day go to sleep together. we'll c how that all shakes out!! LOL. we have marriage counseling again Monday so i'm sure we'll be able to resolve whatever we fight about tmrw.
Monday i get my first riding lesson, difficult child's trainer is going to teach me how to jump. We're alloting for me to go every few weeks right now, both kids therapy is costing a fortune. yet i can't wait to get on the horse. pain or no pain i'm riding! so monday he'll watch kids at 4 and i get a whole hr and a half to myself.
just had to share some positives always flinging my negative around. i was laying in bed last night singing mary poppins songs lol. he was like omg
also we all know how umm responsible he is! so here's hoping she's having a good one like MOM IS!!!!
last night i watched a movie ALONE with my candy! today i went took a drive alone, got starbucks ( do that everytime sh'es gone) again ALONE!
i even walked thru mall got a cheap pair of boots for 20 since puppy ate mine. for those of you who dont' function with-o alone time i dont' know how you do it. i've become so accustomed to being divorced and ex taking her every other weekend. it's like my oxygen seriously.....
just to not have her ontop of me and thinking every moment how to handle her, what's the plan of the day.
going to watch another movie alone, eat more candy
only down fall is another episode of swollen all over. yet i popped alot of motrin to get thru.husband and i are heading into city tmrw. i'm excited to see Mary Poppins, and he's taking me to dinner. we'll be paying this off for the next year lol. Yet a little apprehensive we haven't spent the entire day together since our honeymoon, or even just a night. we'll wake up together spend day go to sleep together. we'll c how that all shakes out!! LOL. we have marriage counseling again Monday so i'm sure we'll be able to resolve whatever we fight about tmrw.
Monday i get my first riding lesson, difficult child's trainer is going to teach me how to jump. We're alloting for me to go every few weeks right now, both kids therapy is costing a fortune. yet i can't wait to get on the horse. pain or no pain i'm riding! so monday he'll watch kids at 4 and i get a whole hr and a half to myself.
just had to share some positives always flinging my negative around. i was laying in bed last night singing mary poppins songs lol. he was like omg
