So, I had this dream/premonition last night that my dad was dying. I called my Mom this morning, and sure enough, he is doing very poorly. Downhill slide, fast - I just talked to them 2 days ago - and things seemed steady. So I told my Mom that I was going to come up there this week, and stay, indefinitely. She agreed. I have a lot of fear about this, and angst. I am already going to the city of death (it feels like) with the constant reminders of H's death, and now my Dad. Please pray for me and send me positive thoughts. I also have Tesla that is just barely 4 months old. Any suggestions on what I should do with her??? I have a dog sitter, but I think Tesla it too little to have a sitter come in two or even three times a day. I guess I am leaning towards these doggy day care places? Anyone tried those? I am wrapping up everything tomorrow and Tues - doctors appts, taxes, and making sure Matt has his medications. and ducks in a row - and then I guess I will be on my way to the unknown. I have to say I am scared. I do not do death well - then again who does?