I have to have a colonoscopy and an upper endoscopy procedure done next week. I am terrified. I am not terrified that it is so painful, just the embarrassment of it all. I am overweight a lot and I just can't imagine having this done. I have iron deficient anemia and they can't figure out what's going on thus the test. I know it's a very personal question and you might not know personally bit maybe had a friend who went thru it. Help, I want to feel better but I also want to skip this test, and know that I have to go thru it if I ever want to feel better.