We both have counseling today, but at different times, with the same person. I wonder if I'm going to go in and find the counselor curled up in the fetal position on the floor when I get there I did go out Sunday with a friend of mine to a craft fair and then spent the rest of the day with her. It was really good for me to do something different. Tonight is bookclub at my house. Now all I have to do is finish the book. I actually called out sick today because I didn't sleep again last night. I slept from 10:30-12:30 then woke up and tossed and turned until 5:30. So I got up, fed the dog and let her out, turned the coffee pot timer off, left my daughter a note, called in sick and went back to bed for a few hours. Sometimes I wake up at night and just feel ill. Somedays I feel pretty good and other days I can't believe this is really happening. Glad I'm going to counseling today.