Maybe you guys can help me find the right words to use when I call psychiatrist tomorrow and visit therapist on Wednesday. I think I am just too close to the situation and am too confused to figure it out. Plus I have those little emotional strings tugging at my heart and closing down my brain. difficult child has a vision stuck in his mind. He says when he looks at things he sometimes sees it in the item but for the most part it is just in his mind and he can't get rid of it. I don't know that this is called "hallucination" but that is the closest word I can come up with. What would you call it? The vision is not inappropriate or scary but could be considered comforting except for the fact that difficult child is using it as a sign that he is dying. difficult child is having such a hard time putting eveything into words. I can see why. I am not sure if I should be in the therapist the entire session or not. I think I will write something and therapist can decide if he calls me back earlier than normal.