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<blockquote data-quote="Copabanana" data-source="post: 705870" data-attributes="member: 18958"><p>I am, lovemyson, I am, too. Only recently I have turned to my faith and I speak with a woman Rabbi every week. It helps me immeasurably in all ways.</p><p>This is the only way I can feel any solace at all, to believe this. But when I am afraid I fall to pieces and I go to my weakest, most vulnerable and negative place. And when I do I abandon myself and my son. I know enough to know that when I do this I help to create the result I fear the most. Luckily, M, the man I live with, tries to hold things together while I am off the reservation. Even to the point of hiding things from me. I forgive him.</p><p> I know.</p><p></p><p>My greatest failure is seeking too much control. When I get frightened, I do so. I have to trust. It is hard for me. Thank you lovemyson. I care about you. You are a good woman, lovemyson. I wish you lived close to me. I will keep you close.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Copabanana, post: 705870, member: 18958"] I am, lovemyson, I am, too. Only recently I have turned to my faith and I speak with a woman Rabbi every week. It helps me immeasurably in all ways. This is the only way I can feel any solace at all, to believe this. But when I am afraid I fall to pieces and I go to my weakest, most vulnerable and negative place. And when I do I abandon myself and my son. I know enough to know that when I do this I help to create the result I fear the most. Luckily, M, the man I live with, tries to hold things together while I am off the reservation. Even to the point of hiding things from me. I forgive him. I know. My greatest failure is seeking too much control. When I get frightened, I do so. I have to trust. It is hard for me. Thank you lovemyson. I care about you. You are a good woman, lovemyson. I wish you lived close to me. I will keep you close. [/QUOTE]
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