HEY GUYS
I am here in Oregon....................trying to hold on tight to reality. Since my sisters case is now a death, and not a missing person , I get to talk with a new set of police today. I am praying that they listen to me this time, and interview me properly about what I know - since obviously the last investigation was a disaster in my opinion. The circumstances surrounding this case are bizarre and unprecedented - even the police say so.
I am staying with my parents again - just because time in life is too short right now. My sister is gone, my dad has cancer, and I need to making ammends and find peace in my family - be supportive and loving - and not fighting. I have to what is right.
We are setting up an endowment for children in her name that I will oversee. I pray she can live on in her work with children, despite her death through this endowment.
About 250 people will be at the memorial - and we are trying to make it a celebration of life.
Please really pray for difficult child - he is already becoming manic in response to this - and is flying up here tomorrow (by himself) to attend the memorial. He loved his aunt - a lot. They had a bond - although they were not tremendously close - they haad a deep connection.
Thank you for your continued thoughts and prayers for me. I will keep you updated as things progress.