I slept pretty good last night and it was actually nice to get up this morning to no one else there, but easy child daughter. This is also the first time in almost 6 weeks that I feel I can almost concentrate on my work. Since before I went to Maryland on my vacation I was worried about mom and even when I came home from Florida I spent all my time waiting and worrying. Today I am at work, my mom is at peace, my dad is back home sorting through things and staying busy and h moved out which takes a lot of tension off of me. I almost feeling guilty that I'm feeling so good today. I know my emotions are going to up and down, so I'm not going to kid myself into thinking that I'm always going to feel this good, but for today, I feel pretty good!!