difficult child 1 called my mom tonight. He is planning on running instead of going to visitation tomorrow. I have no idea what to do. I am so scared. If someone were trying to force me to go to X's house there would be a melt down that would make the worse difficult child look tame. I do not blame difficult child 1 for this. He told my mom he doesn't think he'll live if he goes on the 4 day visit that starts on Wen. He doesn't think he can keep it a secret that he doesn't want to go. And he can't X interrogates people. You can't keep things from him. I had been planning on calling the school tomorrow morning. I'm still going to call to make sure the assistant principal knows the history and that he has had behavior problems before every visit. I'm not going to tell them about the running plan. I have to be very careful with what I say to difficult child 1 about this. I'm not going to tell him my mom told me. I am going to walk him to school and point out the safe places. I don't know if it'll work. I hope it will. Maybe if he gets a head start before school gets out. If X isn't waiting for him. If difficult child 1 can sneak out un-noticed. I'm actually hoping my kid skips school. difficult child 1 is going to learn to drive a car. I'm going to teach him the basics. And, by lunch time tomorrow I'm going to have that journal Insane mentioned. Sorry if this is abit dis-jointed. My mind is racing.