He stayed up all night last night playing with some new computer program. Was horribly irritable all day long. Went to Celebrate Recovery. Said he might leave with a friend. Told him fine but he needed to be home before midnight. I didn't want to get awakened as I need to work tomorrow. Friend didn't show and he came home. He comes into my bedroom about 1215. I'm turning in. He says his friend may come get him in a little while to go with her to go see someone who lives 30 minutes away. I asked if he was planning on returning tonight. He said maybe. Reminded him of the midnight rule. He argued with me. Asked for a key. I said no. I finally said - fine, go, just call me when you get back and I'll get up and let you in. Then, he blows up and walks out, saying he will see me tomorrow. About 15 minutes later, he calls to tell me that he isn't going with his friend and he will see me tomorrow. Then he hung up. I truly believe he is most likely bipolar. Everything I am reading points towards that and that he is currently hypomanic. He is due to see the shrink on Monday. I called the police to explain and ask if they could just check on him if they see him wandering around while out on patrol. They said no but I could fill out a report. I pass. Have turned on the flloodlights, locked the doors and checked the windows. He scares me. I am scared for him. It's so hard to go through this alone. It's too late to call anyone. Plz say a prayer, for both of us. Will update when I can.