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BeachPeace
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I can hardly write this - today Blue attacked me and ripped off my shirt (Land's End Tank - not exactly flimsy) and tore my bra strap. I have just watched him spiral down the last few weeks and I am so overwhelmed. husband is out of state until Friday - My sister is going to make the 6 hour drive in the morning to be with me tomorrow. He is fine now, calm as can be in the bathtub. I am sure I have hurt my neck and will have bruises from his feet on my arm.
He did not like his cartoon choices and just started screaming at me and went into a complete rage.
husband is freaking out, Neurologist said to make an appointment, and I am 5 minutes away from a nervous breakdown.
For the first time since we adopted him over 3 years ago, I am having thoughts that I cannot do this. Which is crazy - I love him with my entire being..........
When do you think about hospitalization for stabilization? - I just can feel the situation getting worse every day.
He also is having more incontinent episodes - this morning it was poop and it was a battle for him to even let me change him. He kept saying "i didn't do it"
I am so tired....
He did not like his cartoon choices and just started screaming at me and went into a complete rage.
husband is freaking out, Neurologist said to make an appointment, and I am 5 minutes away from a nervous breakdown.
For the first time since we adopted him over 3 years ago, I am having thoughts that I cannot do this. Which is crazy - I love him with my entire being..........
When do you think about hospitalization for stabilization? - I just can feel the situation getting worse every day.
He also is having more incontinent episodes - this morning it was poop and it was a battle for him to even let me change him. He kept saying "i didn't do it"
I am so tired....