I have been on this post off & on for the past year. My son was hospitalized almost a year ago to the day for suicidal ideations. You can read my story. Anyway, my son has moved to another state. While he was hospitalized, I found out he was spending money I was loaning him while he was unemployed on.porn. So I think the suicidal issue was a ruse. I have spent the last year dealing with him continuing to not pay the car note. I finally cut him off putting the car on him (that I won't pay it) even though it is in my name. Now I find out that he did not get a new phone service, but continued to use mine. So I deactivated the phone the other day. This has been extremely difficult for me. He has no remorse for doing this. He is 33, my only son. I feel like I have lost my son. My family says, no, he has lost you. I am worried about him, but I have had to wash my hands of this because he has been draining me financially. Any support would be appreciated.