Yes, I admit it. OK I can blame it on having Bipolar Disorder, but what good does that do me? I can blame it on being on Mood Stabilizers, same thing... but I have been a carb and sugar junkie since being in the womb. I know all of the answers and the steps to take... but any secret steps... new ideas? When the feces hits the wind displacer, I just gravitate towards the CARBS... It calls my name. With K being such a mess, the move, all of it. I have lost control... I have slipped. I had lost 18 pounds, I gained back 5. I am one of those types that can feel every pound sneak back on, it depresses me. Which makes me feel worse, which you know, CARBS. I have been trying to walk Clemey more. We are starting a whole new approach to eating and diet once we move. Part of the reason we are not starting it now is K, she is unstable enough, we do not want to add any more change. i just need to keep the baguette out of my mouth, stay away from the croissant... No scones. Stop making cupcakes with the girls. I know none of you would understand.