I'm going to a job fair today. I've never done this before so haven't the slightest clue what to expect. All my info is ready...........just need to print out the resume (almost forgot that, good thing I went to do this post). Anxiety is over the top. I dunno if I've mentioned it but the agoraphobia has been in full tilt for quite some months. I'm determined to fight through the anxiety and do this thing. There will be good places with good wages at this fair..........places that normally would kill me in gas to go apply to. I'm prepared. The weather decided to cooperate. I'm fighting down the panic. Hoping I can keep a grip so I can think while there............... Need to somehow shift gears and put on my "professional" personna. Anxiety is making that difficult. I've already got the beginning of a migraine. (probably both weather anxiety related) Took medications for that. Being desperate is not helping. I know, I know, breathe..........just breathe. So please hold good thoughts, prayers whatever........I need it. ugh Probably 1/3 of the area are also looking for work, maybe more.