I dont know what has come over me. I am spiraling downward. Maybe its to be expected right now. Dont know but I am becoming a bit alarmed. Thankfully I had an appointment with my psychiatrist on Wednesday. I told him I was concerned that the loss of seroquel had left me a bit "off" especially with all the changes and issues that had come up recently in my life but that I was very reluctant to consider another AP because of the weight/cholesterol issues. He agreed with me that I was right to be concerned but that there were two I could consider and one in the pipeline. We decided to try Saphris I think its called. Its supposed to be used twice a day but we are going to go once a day at night for me to start. Best part is it is disolvable in the mouth so it doesnt go through the liver. Hopefully that helps me out. I am just so cranky! I found out today that my county schools didnt build in any inclement weather days into the school year so the kids have to go to school for the next two Saturdays. How friggen unreal is that? Really! Can you imagine? No built in days! Whose bright idea was this? Oh but teacher work days are still there and cannot be touched for love nor money! And I was aghast that they are making them go to school this Saturday but yet they are off this Monday. How idiotic is that? Can we say stupid? What really makes me mad is that Keyana is supposed to have make up dance classes on the two Saturdays that she now has to go to school on. WTH? I have paid for those classes! I couldnt give a rat's behind about the stupid school. I am so beyond livid. I say it again...only here would some idiot NOT build in bad weather days. I live in a stupid state. STUPID! If I still had a child in the school I would be at the school admin building with a loaded weapon. Obviously SOMETHING isnt working...lol.